Blessed

I am extremely blessed. I have a husband who adores me. Three great kids. Although tonight Noah was an absolute handful. He is awesome. We have this huge home, and right now I am not even utilizing the closets to their full capability. I am sure that in a few years I'll wonder what happened to all of my things! We have a vehicle that runs good, and we all fit in it with ease. I could go on and on, but why oh why is that not enough? I really want more. I want more clothes. I want more shoes. I want a better van or SUV. I want, want, want. And I feel really bad about that. There are times when I'm fine, but right now I wish I had more money. I wish that things didn't cost so much and that clothes never faded, shoes never hurt my feet, and cars never increased in mileage. Wouldn't that be great! The only way these things could happen is if I never wore the clothes, never walked anywhere, and never drove. That'll be the day! So for now, I'll just pretend that I am extremely well off when I go shopping and I can afford to buy anything I want, because when I have money to buy clothes, I either can't find what I am looking for or nothing fits quite right! :)