Sunday, January 16, 2011

Confused

Needing some guidance from the Lord. I am open to his plans for me. I just wish I knew which opportunities I am supposed to take. It seems that all sorts of jobs keep popping up. These jobs are jobs I'd be good at. Is the Lord challenging me to say no? Is the Lord challenging me to say yes? Which is it? All of these jobs have perks, but the perk that none of them have is guaranteed health care for my children. There is only one job that has that; that's the one I currently have.
Many women work outside the home. Many women enjoy working outside of the home. Many women wish that they could be home with their children.
I just want the weight lifted. I don't want to have to decide all of the time what I am suppposed to be doing. And for a little while the answer seemed clear. Now it's fuzzy again. I would like to have an income, but I don't need it. I would like to get out a bit more, but I don't NEED to. Ohhhh, decisions. I wish this one was just made for me.

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